"This too shall pass...Gemia , My mother told me long ago , God saves every tear we cry in a special bottle , maybe so that you will water something that needs to grow later on ... a womans tears are never wasted - I usually use a towel hankies wont do - iam familiar with your pain says the lord, and i love you , remember my tenderness for you, stay sweet and wait on me i need you."
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I don't know what to say and how to react. I hate that it happened. I hate it. I don't know why it happened. I have no answers. I can only wait...
It hurt me. I feel horrible. I felt like the world crumbled and didn't make sense anymore. Why did that happened? I was just looking at you and you knew... I just don't know why... I believe in Ps 91... I prayed the Lord's prayer. So... this, did not make sense to me. Please give me the wisdom to understand.
And something else - few days back, something changed, someone changed and it didn't felt right. Today I saw how things changed back. I guess whatever was said, didn't mean anything. Whatever it is, just don't hurt anyone as you go about life. I wanted to tell this person - Don't you know, this good brother of mine is already married? Things always happen for a reason. Short to the end? Only you know Lord.
Back to the incident... only you know Lord... As overwhelming as it felt, I can't rely on this horrible feeling... I don't want to be finished off by feelings. Reality is but an outcome of the battle in the spiritual realm. The side you are on, will create your reality. I am going to be on Jesus' side. All good things comes from the Lord. This battle is not over. Though the war has been won. These are just clear ups!!! And WE WILL CLEAR EARTH UP TO FILL UP HEAVEN!!!
2 Cor 2:14 "and to God [are] thanks, who at all times is leading us in triumph in the Christ, and the fragrance of His knowledge He is manifesting through us in every place"
This is MY REALITY. I HAVE VICTORY AT ALL TIMES NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS TO ME!!!!!!!
I will run to you. Not to another person or whoever. Only YOU saves. Nobody else. Though I may yearn for someone close... whom I can see physically... but many times, sad to say, they can be very disappointing. I want to believe that too will CHANGE!
I praise God for fellowship. For prayers. For people who do care, really care and not just beautiful empty words. I praise God for people who prayed and spoke to me though GH. That is such a blessing... Thank you Lord for fellowships... it brings so much reality of you to me. Thank you Lord for sister Patti... bless her Lord... thank you for speaking through her...
And tonight as I lay down my head, I will still praise you. I love you. I'm waiting to see you and be with you. I love you Jesus. Help me... I give you all my hurts, my pain, my heartaches, conflicts, stress, burdens, bad thoughts, bad feelings... everything that weighs me down. I give them all to you Jesus. Help me.
14th Feb
Me.
~I am well kept by Him in the secret place...
~Everyday amongst or beyond, I look up...smiles...He is there.
~He carries me... even before I came to be, He carried me...played with me...spoke to me and cuddled me... whispered sacred treasures into my heart...
~"I love you and I know how you'll be...I see you and I'll keep the heart of my eyes with you. I love you and I'll be with you..." "Your name is."
~I don't shine among a crowd of strangers...but have ears and heart for the thoughts of one
~I like to shine in the world for you...but I want to hide away from it as well...
~The sum of me is lesser than the equation of this world.... But it's more than the life of Your heart...
~You marvel me Lord...your deep love marvels me.
~I love you God, Lord Jesus & Holy Spirit.
~I love you.
I appreciate this love
This world is my playground with you
Of dreams of hope and a journey
Arising and moving
To be in love with you day after day
This layout was done by nette and the Codes from kriss. Finally, I would like to introduce you to a highly talented photographer, Michal Zaleski: pbase.
