Beautiful & Captivating
22 April 2011
Questions
Hi Papa,
Help me to figure out this season..........It's like I have so much to say but yet so little comes out.
I have so much to pray about but I dunno where to start.... I pray your grace be upon me.... all I want is to please my King.
Papa....Papa...Papa...........I can't seem to get it out.... you know my heart....The heart to grow, the heart to rest, the heart to achieve, the heart to wait....The heart to trust, the heart that wants not to be in want.
It's like a whole ball of colorful strings all rolled into one and I feel like You might be pulling those strings....cross by cross.... knit by knit.... into a robe fit for me.
So I stand in a corner waiting... in curious anticipation....hearing much silence...
I want to feel Your heart beat... I want to hold You close... I want to please my Papa... but not to earn anything... Papa... please help me to get closer...teach me how to go Home... I want to gaze Your perfections with David and kiss Papa's feet :)
Papa, I see my friends & neighbors blessed, the ones who are not quite in the family... please help me to handle... please help me to hold on... I feel impossible sets in, let them break like glass.
Let me turn out like Joseph's call or Ruth's divine lot, help me see light in the end.... hold me out of this mud crawl...
Help Papa...Help...
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